By: paerina
29/10/2009
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TOXIC
I lied
when I told you
I loved you
this despite I thought
it was true
fact remains I despise
my existence
traded colours
of rainbow
for blue
I cried every time
I hurt you
filled your life
with confusion and song
while my dreams formed a jewel
in the sunset
they meant nothing to me
all along
I don't have a life
and I don't love you
demons run amok
in the lies that I brew
If I died every time
I hurt you
my pact with the devil
is now due
EH |
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29/10/2009
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| Hello Pae....on fb |
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By: paerina
29/10/2009
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Home
The mind would be bleak
and so damn dark
Were it not for light
or the sound of the lark
For to think
far too deeply
is to fill with fear
that the life of each one
is all that is here
nothing less
nothing more
the world
a lonely place
this is it?
dead moon
dead star
our only space?
So what notion is there
for us to persevere
to sleep, to dream a dream,
to cry or cheer
soul-less existence
no desire to wake
no promises given or plans to make
So with a yearning
I raise my eyes
desperately searching
cold dark skies
resisting its forebodence
of graveyard stones
Why are we here
If there is no God
We are all Alone
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By: inbound39
30/10/2009
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| nice poetry |
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By: inbound39
30/10/2009
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| Goodnight Paerina...sleep well...hopefully we can catch up tomorrow. |
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By: inbound39
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| I left fb on |
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By: inbound39
30/10/2009
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| Who on earth did you hurt?....Yourself? |
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| Read your mail on fb. |
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| It's all about choices....you make good ones or you can make bad ones. It's up to the individual in the end. |
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By: mar_ja@xtra.co.nz
30/10/2009
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| Kia ora Paerina :) wherever you may be e hine xx |
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By: paerina
31/10/2009
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key aura taku hoa
aroha mai e hine..
kei te ngaro ahau
i te matenga haha :p |
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By: paerina
31/10/2009
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Hotel Scandal as told by the Maintainence Man
Here's this woman, must be sixty huckin years old... MY age hair died as a hores spotlight, teets saggin just about down to her belly button on account of she aint wearin no brash ear big varycose veins all up and down her legs so they look like couple of gordam roadmaps the jools drippin off her neck and arms and hangin out her ears.
And she this kid with her he can't be no more than 17 with hair down to his R soul and his croach bulging like he stuffed it with the funny pages so they are here a week 10 days may be and every night it's the same drill.
Down in the Colerado lounge from 5 to 7 suckin up singapore slings like they gonna outlaw em tomorrow and him just the one bottle of Olympia suckin makin it last and she'll be making jokes and saying all these witty things and everytime she said one he'd grin just like a ruckin ape like she had strings to the corners of his mouth only after a few days it was getting harder and harder for him to grin and god knows what he had to think about to get his pump primed by bedtime. They go in for dinner him walkin and her staggerin drunk as a coot you know and he'd be pinching the waitress and grinnin at em when she wasn't looking. Hell we even had bets on how long it will last.
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By: paerina
31/10/2009
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| spelen horror ack |
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By: paerina
1/11/2009
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The sleep of reason breeds monsters
Goya
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It was in this apartment, also, that there stood... a gigantic clock of ebony. Its pendulum swung to and fro with a dull, heavy, monotonous clang; and when ... the hour was to be stricken, there came from the brazen lungs of the clock a sound which was clear and loud and deep and exceedingly musical, but of so peculiar a note and emphasis that, at each lapse of an hour, the musicians of the orchestra were constrained to pause... to hearken to the sound; and thus the waltzers perforce ceased their evolutions; and there was a brief disconcert of the whole gay company; and, while the chimes of the clock yet rang, it was observed that the giddiest grew pale and the more aged and sedate passed their hands over their brows as if in confused reverie or meditation. But, when the echoes had fully ceased, a light laughter at once pervaded the assembly ...and (they) smiled as if at their own nervousness ... and made whispering vows, each to the other, that the next chiming of the clock should produce in them no similar emotion; and then, after the lapse of sixty minutes... there came yet another chiming of the clock, and then were the same disconcert and tremulousness and meditation as before.
But in spite of these things, it was a gay and magnificent revel.
EAPoe
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By: paerina
3/11/2009
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The Toxic Pae Show
(please mods leave this one alone k?)
clearly some peeps need to get a grip on the fine line that separates Surreality from Reality.
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re paerina.
(Maybe we are best to ignore her for now.. shes clearly off track)
Just to clarify my stance on Paerina. I support Paerina's right to follow her path, so long as it causes no harm to herself or others. Currently she has deviated. Therefore I have distanced myself. No faith has the right to impose itself on another. No faith has the right to hold itself up as the be all and end all.....especially when to do so causes unnecessary harm to others,causes suffering and pain, and expels them from their homes. Paerina is very conversant with biblical teachings, my hope is she takes those on board and ceases harming herself and others.
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I used it to show the others (who clearly are also disappointed in her behaivour) that shes not well.
I thought it might help everyone to understand that shes off track and to not take her posts too seriously.
I have a problem with her personal smart a4se attacks on myself.
*censored* I have noticed that as soon as Pae appears you do a huge defence of her. Even when shes clearly being a pratt. You loose integrity when you do this. Best to be honest to yourself then defend someone black and blue at the loss of your own integrity. |
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By: paerina
3/11/2009
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Now for something more dear to my heart...
Coke - the real thing
COKE - No wonder coke tastes soooo good:-
1) In many states (in the USA) the highway patrol carries two gallons of Coke in the truck to remove blood from the highway after a car accident.
2) You can put a T-bone steak in a bowl of coke and it will be gone in two days.
3) To clean a toilet: Pour a can of Coca-Cola into the toilet bowl and... Let the "real thing" sit for one hour, then flush clean. The citric acid in Coke removes stains from vitreous china.
4) To remove rust spots from chrome car bumpers: Rub the bumper with a crumpled-up piece of Reynolds Wrap aluminium foil dipped in Coca-Cola.
5) To clean corrosion from car battery terminals: Pour a can of Coca-Cola over the terminals to bubble away the corrosion.
6) To loosen a rusted bolt: Applying a cloth soaked in Coca-Cola to the rusted bolt for several minutes.
7) To bake a moist ham: Empty a can of Coca-Cola into the baking pan, wrap the ham in aluminium foil, and bake. Thirty minutes before the ham is finished, Remove the foil, allowing the drippings to mix with the Coke for a sumptuous brown gravy.
8) To remove grease from clothes: Empty a can of coke into a load of greasy clothes, add detergent, and run through regular cycle. The Coca-Cola will help loosen grease stains. It will also clean road haze from your windshield. |
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By: paerina
6/11/2009
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Clarity
You see white when I see black
You saw black When you saw me
I see right When You see Wrong
I saw Wrong When I Saw You
Let’s make it right
Wrong We’ll Let it be
You challenged my faith
You saved your soul
I challenged your soul
I found the faith I hold
We’ve saved our Souls
Our faith has set us free |
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By: paerina
6/11/2009
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Clarity
You see white when I see black
You saw black When you saw me
I see right When You see Wrong
I saw Wrong When I Saw You
LET'S make it right
Wrong We'll Let it be
You challenged my faith
You saved your soul
I challenged your soul
I found the faith I hold
We've saved our Souls
Our faith has set us free
PH poems 09 |
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By: paerina
6/11/2009
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You got a knack .. Me I've always called it shining
That's what my grandmother called it too
She had it. We use to sit in the kitchen when I was a boy and have long talks with even opening our mouths
Get you kinda lonely thinkin you were the only one
Boy* Am I the only one you ever met?
No but you do run across them. A lot of folks they got a little bit of shine to them. They don't even know it. But they always seem to show up with flowers when their wives are feelin blue with the monthlies, they do good on school test they don't even study for, they got a good idea how people are feelin as soon as the walk into a room. I come across fifty or sixty like that. But maybe only a dozen, counting my gram, that knew they was shinin.. |
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By: paerina
6/11/2009
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| Steven King |
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By: inbound39
6/11/2009
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| Hello...still waiting...still holding my position....still unwaivered by the weather....still believing all you said....hoping this will help you see ...all we meant...you and me. |
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By: inbound39
6/11/2009
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Against All Odds - Phil Collins
How can I just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me
is against all odds and that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you,
well that's all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now,
'cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take, oh, oho
Just take a look at me now |
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By: paerina
6/11/2009
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error *without opening our mouths...
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Cool idea
Thought I'd start a suicide blog
All for a bitta fun
did a seek for volunteers
not a bite
nada
None
Decided to fake it
with plasticene
Camera magic
Tricks
wrapped a rope
round its neck
made an effigy
played Bach
a
baroquian mix. |
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By: paerina
6/11/2009
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| CHEAT |
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By: inbound39
6/11/2009
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| LMAO :p...Doors open....C'mon in! |
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